Chapter 1 - Introduction

“Nothing in the world is as delightful as a continual walk with God. Only those who have experienced it can comprehend it. And yet, I do not recommend you seek it solely because it is so enjoyable. Do it because of love and because it is what [She desires]. If I were a preacher, the one thing I would preach about more than anything else is the practice of the presence of God.” 

—Brother Lawrence, The Practice of the Presence of God

Introduction to Essential Helder

This is a work of fiction and a collection of conversations between Helder and me...

The Story of Helder

I learned of Helder from a trusted friend who knew him as her mentor when she enrolled in an obligatory ‘Clinical Pastoral Education’ (CPE) seminar as a part of her ordination process.

The Story of Passerby

Father Helder, I grew up without religion or spirituality. On my mother's side, the great claim to fame was related somehow (Great, great, uncle) to Samuel Clemmons or Mark Twain, a well-known atheist.

Seminary

Taking a break from the Cutthroat in Dark Canyon on Anthracite Creek to enjoy a Cliff Bar and a nap in the cool of a large spruce tree, I told Helder of my first experience with seminary.